It's official.
I'm leaving Sunday for the East Coast, indefinitely.
It was such a battle to even make this decision. I think I went back and forth about it a million times...
This might be the most difficult decision I have ever made.
But I need to go home because I need to figure out where to go from here. I need family, I need support, I need to find peace.
I cried while I was booking my plane ticket. I'm crying as I type this.
My heart wants to stay here so bad...I've grown so much to love my roommates, and I thought I was going to spend a few years here....
I had big plans. I was exactly where I wanted to be.
I thought I had my whole freaking life planned out here and now it's a huge question mark.
Life happens, I guess. But wow, it is hard.
Call it a quarter-life crisis.... In this case pre-quarter life, since I'm 24.
(I don't even like saying quarter-life because that means I'll live til I'm 100 and I don't want that, no thank you).
"And I struggle to get myself up again...." - My forever-beloved Something Corporate
I usually try not to be sad on this blog, but today is a sad day.
New York, family that I love, I'll be seeing you soon.
3 comments:
I'm sorry you're so sad to move back home! But I'm glad you found my blog and now I can read yours because I love it! If it helps, I live in Ohio...maybe we could meet up someday :)
oh amy! i'm new around here and don't know much about your story. i'd love to hear it if you so desire to vent (i'm a good listener), and my name is amy too, so basically we're supposed to be friends.
I'm already stalking you. Like two seconds after you stalked me. I like our friendship already!
I live between Albany and Saratoga Springs. Where are you from? I love finding East Coast (esp Northeast) bloggers - we're rare!
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