Anyway

I slept for 1 hour last night.
I didn't go to clinical.
I'm such a slacker.

Sadly, I have to get up at 5:30 am tomorrow and question yet again why I chose the lovely field of nursing. Is it because of the dirty work, the extremely early mornings, or torturing people by waking them up at the crack of dawn? Maybe all of the above.
In all reality I love nursing, but eh not so much the schooling. Blah.
I went to institute today- It was pretty nice to see those I haven't seen in a while. I forgot how wonderful it feels to go to institute; It feels like I'm doing something good and I love it.

Reading a book called "The Wonder Spot" right now. Not sure if I'm into it or not yet.

My life is a bore. Good night.

they shall mount up with wings....

But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
Isaiah 40:31

What a beautiful promise this is. If we wait upon the Lord, our strength will be renewed. We will mount up with wings. We'll have spiritual willpower that we never could have if we chose to not wait upon the Lord. There are so many great promises written out for us in the scriptures.

welll...

I haven't written in a while.
Life's been busy.
I went to Utah to go skiing and visit friends. It was pure amazingness.
Now I'm home, and I just feel mentally terrible.
Like...Hopeless. I really need to rely on the Lord for this, but sometimes I just wonder why this happens to me. I would never wish it upon anyone. It's indescribable, really.
I'm stuck in a rut. But eh, what can you do?
I am kind of looking forward to school to have something to keep me busy.
Oh, and I have an interview next Monday at Lenox Hill in Manhattan. That's kind of exciting. I'm more nervous about finding the place than I am the interview, but I'm sure that will change over time and I'll be freaking out over both, then it will be trouble. I really am banking on getting it though; Otherwise I will have no idea what to do with my summer. That will be bad.

Anyway. I kind of feel like crap, talk to everyone later.