sunshine.

I'm sitting here in the living room at my mom's. In my towel, because obviously I'm too lazy to change into clothes. I've been sleeping in until at least 12:30pm for the past three days. I feel like that's my birthday present; I love to sleep. It's my birthday weekend, I turn 21 tonight at midnight. I can't believe that I'm in my 20's. Life goes by so fast. I remember when I was little and I thought people in their 20's were ancient. Oh, how things change!
It's been nice spending time with my family, but I feel like I'm growing up. I never thought I'd see the day when I actually didn't want to live with them for the summer, but now that's all I want to do. But then I think about how this summer is it. Next summer, I'll be moving to my future place of settling down (and I have not a clue where that may be....Suggestions anyone?) and it's not going to be here. When I told my dad that, I think his face dropped. I think that he didn't realize this time would come so soon, I'm going to be a grown up in a year. I guess I didn't realize that either, it just happens.
Craziness.
Anyway, I'm happy to be here. I'm happy to be where I am in my life, even though a lot of the time I complain. Like I said in Manhattan at church last Sunday, "Andddd..I'm happy now!" and everyone laughed. HA : ) But seriously.